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Não quero pensar. Passo algumas boas horas distraído com outra coisa

Até que fecho os olhos. E vejo você.

Falando quase dormindo

Me pedindo pra te ver dormindo

E estar presente quando acordar.

Segundos se passaram. E a sensação é de uma noite inteira

E só o que eu consigo pensar

É na mancha do batom que você não tirou, por preguiça

Que ficou no canto do meu travesseiro

E manchou meu rosto de vermelho

E eu não quero tirar

Mas estou só imaginando. Sonhando acordado

É hora de abrir os olhos

E você não vai estar aqui.

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He: Have you heard that famous quote that says if someone's gonna see other someone, it starts to feel good earlier?

She: Of course I did.

He: Then, it's like that.
Kinda like that.

She: "Kinda" is not very romantic...

He: Yeah, because having butterflies on your stomach it's not all romantic either.

She: Oh, your gastritis...

He: Exactly. I went to bed already in pain, but woke up this morning happier knowing that I was gonna see you.

She: Well I can't be responsable for your stomach pain...

He: It's not all pain either.
That's why the "kinda". It's a struggle, I feel good because I'm gonna see you in the next day, but the anxiety brings me the pain.

She: It's getting hard to follow.

He: I'll walk slower.

She: Hahahah silly! I said about your discourse!

He: Oh...
Confess, you like my naive spontaneity!

She: It makes me laugh, and I've been needing it!
But you were saying...

He: Yeah, I was saying... That it's all romantic and it's not.

She: Now I lost you.

He: Mmm see... It's not because it gives me pain, but it is... Because it's a kind of pain I can manage happily.

She: Mmm. Perhaps you're right.
But it's getting colder, we should find shelter somewhere!

He: You spoiled my romantic conversation.

She: I so did not that I'm still thinking over it.
And probably will still be, once my hair stop getting on my eyes.

couple of words [94]

He: Would it be weird if I said that I already feel comfortable with you?
I know, it's only been... what, a couple of weeks?

She: Maybe more.
But I stopped counting the time for those things. It only matters when it's over.

He: Or when it's a marriage.

She: Which is pretty much the same hahahah.

He: Oh...

She: I'm kidding, silly.
Slightly, every rule has it's exception... But then, say it.

He: Yeah, I'm still figuring your sense of humor and trying to find out your tastes without asking you cause that would bore you... But I do feel that way.

She: I apreciate that.
The reason I'm enjoying this and not counting time is because you don't effort to make a good impression. You don't ask things like an obsessive guy desperate to please me.
And I confess, this is new to me. I'm enjoying also.

He: It's like...
Nah, nevermind!

She: Oh come on?! Now you have to say it!

[...]

He: Okay... I guess the woman always wins after all.
It's like... This couple of weeks or whatever have been like when you first hear a album of an artist you just heard about.

She: Mmmm.

He: Still getting placed, attentive to everything... But already enjoying.

She: I see your point.
And for you know, I'm not that witch I seemed at first, right? I'm not that mean.

He: I was never think of you this way!
[...]
Ok, I thought you were a little mean, but that's normal.

She: Oh I'm glad.
Also, about this first impression of this new artist's album, I am already singing the refrain without worrying which kind of song's gonna be next...

He: That... Was a brilliant metaphore.
You have talent you know?

She: Shut up and don't spoil the romantic moment!

couple of words [93]

He: Because... I look at you and think "why don't you and I"?
Because when I think about you, I see you smiling. Always.

She: I don't smile twenty-four hours a day.

He: I know that. But I can't help seeing you with a big smile in your face, even if I'm not responsable of it.

She: So we'll have to live on with each other's bad habits.

He: And what I'm trying to say is that I'll buy it.

She: Ok it's easy to say, but we won't have this "fresh start" syntony forever.

He: Listen... I know you have reasons to be affraid of this, it turned wrong for you too the last time. But I can't say it's all a bad thing, cause I met you. So what if we work this?
All I know, and I've never been this sure about something, is that we can get something special here.

She: It's not that simple. You'll have to let go some time of your own, some things change for good. It happened before, why wouldn't happen again?

He: Yeah, it can... But you know, in my scale, your side is stronger...

[...]

She: So... Do you promise we will argue like this sometimes?
Just to remember ourselves we still want the same.

He: So far I've found out that arguing with you is actually amusing.

couple of words [92]

She: You wanted to talk with me?

He: I did... Meant, I do.

She: What is so urgent that we couldn't talk over the phone?
Oh wait, are you breaking up with me?

He: What?
Oh wait, you got that wrong.

She: I'm curious... Tell me before I start smoking.

He: See, it's like this irony of yours. I don't really know when you're being serious or not.

She: In time you'll learn, dear.
But tell me, I'm really not getting any younger.

He: Actually I was thinking if you won't break up with me...

She: Why on earth would you think that?
Here, I know you're still a bit unsecure because of your last ex, or whatever...

He: It's not that.
Maybe a little, but the point is... I don't... Know you well, yet. Sentimentally, I mean.

She: Mmm. Funny that you said that, because we're already intimates...

He: It's not about sharing a bed and a shower sometimes.
Damn, I don't want to sound girly or way too sensitive... But I want to know your feelings better.

She: So you're kinda asking me to be your girlfriend?..

He: Perhaps I am.

She: Ok, but before I answer, please tell me why you think we should do that.

couple of words [92]

She: You wanted to talk with me?

He: I did... Meant, I do.

She: What is so urgent that we couldn't talk over the phone?
Oh wait, are you breaking up with me?

He: What?
Oh wait, you got that wrong.

She: I'm curious... Tell me before I start smoking.

He: See, it's like this irony of yours. I don't really know when you're being serious or not.

She: In time you'll learn, dear.
But tell me, I'm really not getting any younger.

He: Actually I was thinking if you won't break up with me...

She: Why on earth would you think that?
Here, I know you're still a bit unsecure because of your last ex, or whatever...

He: It's not that.
Maybe a little, but the point is... I don't... Know you well, yet. Sentimentally, I mean.

She: Mmm. Funny that you said that, because we're already intimates...

He: It's not about sharing a bed and a shower sometimes.
Damn, I don't want to sound girly or way too sensitive... But I want to know your feelings better.

She: So you're kinda asking me to be your girlfriend?..

He: Perhaps I am.

She: Ok, but before I answer, please tell me why you think we should do that.

couple of words [91]

He: I believe we are here because there is something great to celebrate.
Life is, first of all things, about loving. And sharing, and giving, and receiving... Hey, stop giggling!

She: Pardon me, I'm listening. Everyone is!

He: Then... It's all about love everyone around us and inspire people to do that too. This way we're gonna make a better world.
And the world seems a lot better since I've met you. Every day, week and month I like you more and want other people to feel this way. Everyone deserves it.
See, when I think about what we have, it feels "natural". But how can I explain to others what means natural?
For me, it's something that was meant to be, whatever may be your believes. Two people that should be together. It doesn't happen every corner, but when it does, everyone knows it's right.
And I'm pretty sure that what we've been through so far, before we even met, now it just seem suitable.. and yet so petty... Like we had to get through this because in the end of the rainbow it truly was the gold pot.
And I know it sounds corny for someone, but it really doesn't matter. When you care for someone that is a assumed risk. The most adorable risk I'll ever take!

She: Ohh.. Let me catch my breath.. I must be all red. That's why I should've said my vows first!

He: Hey, don't look at me. Our friends here suggested the raffle.

She: My wedding vows decided on a raffle. That is truly something to remember for the rest of my life!

He: Hahahah I agree. But stop mumbling, there are people shooting it.

She: It's our vows exchange, it may not have much of a religious value but it's import...

He: Shh. Say your vows, you stopped being all red!

She: Don't rush me on our wedding, mister!
That I like. Be quiet so I can talk silly things about us.

He: Actually it's just the vows ceremony yet, but I'll shut up.

She: I think... Our memories, everyone's memories are like flashes of moments, good or bad ones. I surely can think of a lot of them with you. Equally important.
These moments of someone's life may not make much sense when analised separately, but when you fit them like a puzzle it all makes sense. Every sad or happy moment makes perfect sense along with the ones you don't even know how you feel, you just live it.
Living with you is this way. Daily puzzles I'll remember by later and giggle myself with it. Because somehow in the end of the day every single one makes perfect sense.
Perhaps there is a single piece missing. Otherwise life will be perfect. But who wants perfection? The most beautiful thing about it is that paradoxically...

He: That is a mouth-full!..

She: Shh! And contain your tears, I'm almost done!

He: Zip it!

She: Is that paradoxically... Something might be missing, but when we pursue our happiness, we are living something perfect.
After all...

He/She: All we need is love!