couple of words [104]

She: When did you realize?

He: First date I guess. That whole day.

She: Something specific. The first time you thought about it!

He: Specific han... Let me see...
When we were in the cinema and the lights turned off.

She: Too bad it wasn't a romantic movie!

He: Nah I guess it was better this way. Your laughter helped me to be sure of it.

She: Hahahah I was so... Squeaky!

He: Yeah thats what I loved.
That moment with all the darkness. Only the reflections in your face...

She: And then you kissed me.

He: Yeah.
That's when I realized.

She: That's nice.

He: And when did you?

She: Right before you kissed me.

He: Not a minute later?

She: Nope.
That's when I realized you were really interested  in joining my little world.

He: And make you part of mine.

She: Damn right.
See... I told you I could make the new year's eve a lot more fun!

He: Which reminds me I can never doubt of you.

She: You didn't realize this before? Shame on you, mister!

couple of words [103]

She: Which day is today?

He: I don't... Friday?

She: Try again.

He: October something, why?

She: Try better.

He: Hey what's that look?.. What am I missing?

She: Damn.
Our first date!

He: Our first date was... No, it wasn't today. I'm pretty sure, we went to that horrible exposition in the museum...

She: Wrong again mister. And now you tell me it was horrible right? You seemed to enjoy a lot if I remember well!

He: I enjoyed your company and come on, I was very nervous.

She: But that wasn't the first real date. You should know that!

He: Ohh things were so complicated. Ex here, ex there, "let's go out as friends and see what's like".
Give me a break.

She: I bet you don't remember our date.

He: Oh you do? Let me see...
Well of course I don't remember your clothes. I know you were well dressed because you always are... I remember that we had some pizza.

She: It's getting better...

He: And I remember the place was heavily full or the people were just talking too loud cause I couldn't hear you properly.

She: That is specific...

He: And most of all... I remember feeling like we were in a movie... When they play those clips with ballads or romantic songs while the couple laugh and talk about every single thing while they have dinner.

She: You... I'm... How did you...?

He: Hey I may be awful to remember specific dates, but these are men. I kept the good memories in my mind.
In that night I heard in my mind every song we shared with each other in those first weeks while we were talking.

She: You never told me that. Ever.

He: You know... Living with you is easy. We have fun, we like each other. Sometimes the good thoughts I have are just way too silly. I think about those corny moments a lot. It just feels funny to share them with you, because you are already part of them.

She: I want to have dinner some place out. Plus I'll let you tell me every silly thoughts you have, deal?

He: Fine by me, I made a reservation on that pizza place we went that time.

She: Don't wrap me, it's not such a fancy place to require reservations!

He: Damn you remember it well.

couple of words [101]

She: So you think we are ready to take another step.

He: I do. Don't you?

She: Asked you first.

He: You're not gonna run from this...
Of course I do. It's been what, three months or so? We care for each other even more... Or don't we?

She: Everyday more.
But I wanna know why do you think we are ready... Tell me.

He: Actually.. Because everytime I close my eyes I see your face.
That must mean something.

She: This is sweet. Don't get me wrong, but I need you close to me.
I need to know that you're there for me. Not just your words.

He: If I say something I mean it. You should know that.

She: So now it's time to prove it. We live in opposites of the city. I don't want you to sleep on your desk tomorrow.

He: With all do respect, damn it. If I have to be sleepy tomorrow it's fine by me cause I saw you today. That's what's important, got it?

She: Better this way.
So, dinner?

He: Sure. Where?

couple of words [100]

She: Mmm you're here.

He: The sleeping beauty is awake!

She: Or am I dreaming?

He: You're not dreaming. Not now.
How do you feel?

She: Ill.

He: Yeah, that's why I'm here for.

She: You said you were working late today.

He: I was, but you know, since I've found out that you were sick I couldn't work properly.
So I asked my boss to bring all the work home and deliver him tomorrow morning.

She: You did this to take care of me? I'll be fine mister.

He: Actually he told me to go home or get focus.
So I said home was better...

She: You didn't have to. I can take care of myself and now you have to finish this sitting on this lame chair.

He: Yeah, you do need a better chair.

She: I won't buy a new one until we...

He: Until we move together? Got you!

She: I... I feel to weak to think, you're taking advantage of my sickness!

He: Oh so now you're sick right?

She: That's unfair...
But since you're here, will you be a darling and bring me some coffee?

He: No.

She: What? How is this taking care of me?

He: No cafein for you today lady. It will make it worst.

She: You're mean as a nurse.

He: Male nurse!
And you better be a good patient.

She: Yes, doctor!
[...]
Now... This isn't contagious or anything like that. Will you lay down with me? Just till' I fell sleep again, I didn't sleep well last nig...

He: Shh, get some rest. I won't sleep but I'll be here ok.
Now you shoosh!

She: Mmm, so serious!
Ok doctor. Just... Get here with me will you?

He: You don't have to ask twice.

She: I did. And I would ask you a hundred times, I'm the sick one, I deserve!

He: Shoosh! I'm here.
Now...

She: Best medicine ever...
And stop with the "shoosh" thing!

couple of words [99]

She: Hey, what are you doing? There are a lot of things to unpack yet.

He: I know, but this is important. I must check if the internet is working, turn on the computer, all the cables and stuff...

She: What part of "a lot of things" didn't you get it?

He: The part where I said I must turn this on...

She: My part here is almost done you know? Will be all your stuff to organize and I'm almost going to take a shower.

He: Believe me my dear, it's worth waiting...

She: Worth for whom? I'm not excited about checking my email tonight.
Actually, I better not to.

He: See... While we chat... There you go.
Music!

She: Ohh you didn't.
All of this just to make the sound system work?

He: Not just that, of course!
Just listen...

She: Yeah, I like this one but...

He: Shh! These are all your favorites! I made a playlist for you.

She: You were saving this for... Today? We're moving, the whole apartment is a mess...

He: Yep. Why do you think I spent so much time on my laptop these last days?

She: Mmm I thought you was just, you know, working.
But how nice of you... Let me hear it, I bet you forgot some musics...

He: Tried my best not to!

She: It's... It's perfect. Thank you honey.
But I really need you to unpack your things!

He: Oh come on, don't spoil it.
I know! Let's see if you like... This one!

She: This is blackmail!
Damn it... Now you'll have to dance with me.

He: Between all these boxes... Like I didn't suck without it.

She: You started it.
Come on, give me your hands. That's better...

[...]

She: How many songs have we danced? I lost track of time!

He: Don't even wanna know.

She: I guess now we should just bring the boxes inside and organize everything during the week...

He: It would take some time anyway. Aren't you glad we did it?

She: I'm really such a fool for you sometimes...

He: Hey, this is a song!

She: Yeah, they're all mixed up in my mind right now.
Plus, the sound echoing in our empty apartment is really enjoyable.

He: Ouch, that hurts.
Over a week planning this and checking the speakers... And you prefere the echo.

She: Fool... I prefer you. Us.

couple of words [98]

She: You didn't speak much on the phone this morning...

He: Yeah... I was enjoying listening to you.

She: I was drunk of sleepness and under a bunch of blankets.
Oh yeah, also, my voice was something like... I don't know, a zombie?

He: Hey... Zombies doesn't speak!
Well, the old ones did, but they only said "Braains" and stuff.
And by your look I see I'm missing the point.

She: Explain to me how were you enjoying. I was.. Lazy.

He: Exactly.
I woke up like an hour before that, and was still waiting for you to call or message me, and when you did... I could almost feel you with me.

She: Feel me with you how?

He: Your soft lazy voice... I just felt I was with you... Felt the smell of your hair mixed with pillows and blankets.
And your voice as if you were right beside me.

She: ...
I'm glad you're being this sweet when I can grab you and hug you until you're hurt!

He: Now I don't get the point...

She: I'm saying that you can't be like that when you're not in front of me. It's cruel.

He: Yeah.
That's exactly why I just listened and listened to you.
Also, you couldn't see the smile on my face, and the sigh I dropped after you hang up.

She: Was it similiar to this one right now?

He: Yeah... Almost... You... Conceited!

She: You made me like this, mister!

He: Proudly! Like the Doctor Frankenstein.
But you know, more romantic and all.

She: Now shut up and let's sleep warm cause my feet are freezing!

He: That's why I'm here for.

couple of words [97]

He: Yeah, actually it does make my morning better.
Or supportable. It's like my brain only focus on two things.

She: Sleeping and sleeping some more?

He: Cute
Nope. Sleeping and sleeping... With you.

She: That's.. Unfair, mister.

He: What is unfair lady?

She: You saying that when I can't look at your face to know if you're smiling or hoping to get lucky...

He: Are you kidding?
I'm always smiling when I talk to you.

She: Cute.
And you're not trying to get lucky then?

He: Well I'm always doing that also.

She: Hahahah smart boy. Way too smart.

He: It's kinda part of the package you know.

She: You're excused.

He: I surely deserve to get lucky. See, I'm having lunch on my desk now.

She: Not because of me. I told you to go to a restaurant and eat decent food.

He: Hey, I can't go asking every food I order if they are decent.
It's not every sandwich that has a nice family!

She: That was... So lame! Hahahah I'll go now, getting back to work.
But you really should work on that jokes to get lucky tonight mister!

He: Nahh... I'm already lucky.

She: See, that's the way...

He: A-ha a-ha, I like it!

She: Ohh you did this on purpose! Almost got me!

He: Yeah... After all, you're the one who got me...

[pensata]

Não quero pensar. Passo algumas boas horas distraído com outra coisa

Até que fecho os olhos. E vejo você.

Falando quase dormindo

Me pedindo pra te ver dormindo

E estar presente quando acordar.

Segundos se passaram. E a sensação é de uma noite inteira

E só o que eu consigo pensar

É na mancha do batom que você não tirou, por preguiça

Que ficou no canto do meu travesseiro

E manchou meu rosto de vermelho

E eu não quero tirar

Mas estou só imaginando. Sonhando acordado

É hora de abrir os olhos

E você não vai estar aqui.

couple of words [95]

He: Have you heard that famous quote that says if someone's gonna see other someone, it starts to feel good earlier?

She: Of course I did.

He: Then, it's like that.
Kinda like that.

She: "Kinda" is not very romantic...

He: Yeah, because having butterflies on your stomach it's not all romantic either.

She: Oh, your gastritis...

He: Exactly. I went to bed already in pain, but woke up this morning happier knowing that I was gonna see you.

She: Well I can't be responsable for your stomach pain...

He: It's not all pain either.
That's why the "kinda". It's a struggle, I feel good because I'm gonna see you in the next day, but the anxiety brings me the pain.

She: It's getting hard to follow.

He: I'll walk slower.

She: Hahahah silly! I said about your discourse!

He: Oh...
Confess, you like my naive spontaneity!

She: It makes me laugh, and I've been needing it!
But you were saying...

He: Yeah, I was saying... That it's all romantic and it's not.

She: Now I lost you.

He: Mmm see... It's not because it gives me pain, but it is... Because it's a kind of pain I can manage happily.

She: Mmm. Perhaps you're right.
But it's getting colder, we should find shelter somewhere!

He: You spoiled my romantic conversation.

She: I so did not that I'm still thinking over it.
And probably will still be, once my hair stop getting on my eyes.

couple of words [94]

He: Would it be weird if I said that I already feel comfortable with you?
I know, it's only been... what, a couple of weeks?

She: Maybe more.
But I stopped counting the time for those things. It only matters when it's over.

He: Or when it's a marriage.

She: Which is pretty much the same hahahah.

He: Oh...

She: I'm kidding, silly.
Slightly, every rule has it's exception... But then, say it.

He: Yeah, I'm still figuring your sense of humor and trying to find out your tastes without asking you cause that would bore you... But I do feel that way.

She: I apreciate that.
The reason I'm enjoying this and not counting time is because you don't effort to make a good impression. You don't ask things like an obsessive guy desperate to please me.
And I confess, this is new to me. I'm enjoying also.

He: It's like...
Nah, nevermind!

She: Oh come on?! Now you have to say it!

[...]

He: Okay... I guess the woman always wins after all.
It's like... This couple of weeks or whatever have been like when you first hear a album of an artist you just heard about.

She: Mmmm.

He: Still getting placed, attentive to everything... But already enjoying.

She: I see your point.
And for you know, I'm not that witch I seemed at first, right? I'm not that mean.

He: I was never think of you this way!
[...]
Ok, I thought you were a little mean, but that's normal.

She: Oh I'm glad.
Also, about this first impression of this new artist's album, I am already singing the refrain without worrying which kind of song's gonna be next...

He: That... Was a brilliant metaphore.
You have talent you know?

She: Shut up and don't spoil the romantic moment!

couple of words [93]

He: Because... I look at you and think "why don't you and I"?
Because when I think about you, I see you smiling. Always.

She: I don't smile twenty-four hours a day.

He: I know that. But I can't help seeing you with a big smile in your face, even if I'm not responsable of it.

She: So we'll have to live on with each other's bad habits.

He: And what I'm trying to say is that I'll buy it.

She: Ok it's easy to say, but we won't have this "fresh start" syntony forever.

He: Listen... I know you have reasons to be affraid of this, it turned wrong for you too the last time. But I can't say it's all a bad thing, cause I met you. So what if we work this?
All I know, and I've never been this sure about something, is that we can get something special here.

She: It's not that simple. You'll have to let go some time of your own, some things change for good. It happened before, why wouldn't happen again?

He: Yeah, it can... But you know, in my scale, your side is stronger...

[...]

She: So... Do you promise we will argue like this sometimes?
Just to remember ourselves we still want the same.

He: So far I've found out that arguing with you is actually amusing.

couple of words [92]

She: You wanted to talk with me?

He: I did... Meant, I do.

She: What is so urgent that we couldn't talk over the phone?
Oh wait, are you breaking up with me?

He: What?
Oh wait, you got that wrong.

She: I'm curious... Tell me before I start smoking.

He: See, it's like this irony of yours. I don't really know when you're being serious or not.

She: In time you'll learn, dear.
But tell me, I'm really not getting any younger.

He: Actually I was thinking if you won't break up with me...

She: Why on earth would you think that?
Here, I know you're still a bit unsecure because of your last ex, or whatever...

He: It's not that.
Maybe a little, but the point is... I don't... Know you well, yet. Sentimentally, I mean.

She: Mmm. Funny that you said that, because we're already intimates...

He: It's not about sharing a bed and a shower sometimes.
Damn, I don't want to sound girly or way too sensitive... But I want to know your feelings better.

She: So you're kinda asking me to be your girlfriend?..

He: Perhaps I am.

She: Ok, but before I answer, please tell me why you think we should do that.

couple of words [92]

She: You wanted to talk with me?

He: I did... Meant, I do.

She: What is so urgent that we couldn't talk over the phone?
Oh wait, are you breaking up with me?

He: What?
Oh wait, you got that wrong.

She: I'm curious... Tell me before I start smoking.

He: See, it's like this irony of yours. I don't really know when you're being serious or not.

She: In time you'll learn, dear.
But tell me, I'm really not getting any younger.

He: Actually I was thinking if you won't break up with me...

She: Why on earth would you think that?
Here, I know you're still a bit unsecure because of your last ex, or whatever...

He: It's not that.
Maybe a little, but the point is... I don't... Know you well, yet. Sentimentally, I mean.

She: Mmm. Funny that you said that, because we're already intimates...

He: It's not about sharing a bed and a shower sometimes.
Damn, I don't want to sound girly or way too sensitive... But I want to know your feelings better.

She: So you're kinda asking me to be your girlfriend?..

He: Perhaps I am.

She: Ok, but before I answer, please tell me why you think we should do that.

couple of words [91]

He: I believe we are here because there is something great to celebrate.
Life is, first of all things, about loving. And sharing, and giving, and receiving... Hey, stop giggling!

She: Pardon me, I'm listening. Everyone is!

He: Then... It's all about love everyone around us and inspire people to do that too. This way we're gonna make a better world.
And the world seems a lot better since I've met you. Every day, week and month I like you more and want other people to feel this way. Everyone deserves it.
See, when I think about what we have, it feels "natural". But how can I explain to others what means natural?
For me, it's something that was meant to be, whatever may be your believes. Two people that should be together. It doesn't happen every corner, but when it does, everyone knows it's right.
And I'm pretty sure that what we've been through so far, before we even met, now it just seem suitable.. and yet so petty... Like we had to get through this because in the end of the rainbow it truly was the gold pot.
And I know it sounds corny for someone, but it really doesn't matter. When you care for someone that is a assumed risk. The most adorable risk I'll ever take!

She: Ohh.. Let me catch my breath.. I must be all red. That's why I should've said my vows first!

He: Hey, don't look at me. Our friends here suggested the raffle.

She: My wedding vows decided on a raffle. That is truly something to remember for the rest of my life!

He: Hahahah I agree. But stop mumbling, there are people shooting it.

She: It's our vows exchange, it may not have much of a religious value but it's import...

He: Shh. Say your vows, you stopped being all red!

She: Don't rush me on our wedding, mister!
That I like. Be quiet so I can talk silly things about us.

He: Actually it's just the vows ceremony yet, but I'll shut up.

She: I think... Our memories, everyone's memories are like flashes of moments, good or bad ones. I surely can think of a lot of them with you. Equally important.
These moments of someone's life may not make much sense when analised separately, but when you fit them like a puzzle it all makes sense. Every sad or happy moment makes perfect sense along with the ones you don't even know how you feel, you just live it.
Living with you is this way. Daily puzzles I'll remember by later and giggle myself with it. Because somehow in the end of the day every single one makes perfect sense.
Perhaps there is a single piece missing. Otherwise life will be perfect. But who wants perfection? The most beautiful thing about it is that paradoxically...

He: That is a mouth-full!..

She: Shh! And contain your tears, I'm almost done!

He: Zip it!

She: Is that paradoxically... Something might be missing, but when we pursue our happiness, we are living something perfect.
After all...

He/She: All we need is love!

Crônicos

Em assentos opostos, dois homens fazem anotações. Um mais jovem, outro também jovem, mas com aparência mais endurecida. Um faz suas anotações em um moderno aparelho faz-tudo, o outro em um pequeno caderno. Quem anota o quê em qual?

É uma noite fria. Todos no vagão usam seus casacos, cachecóis e blusas.
Ou poderia ser um dia quente, com o sol entrando sem se importar.

Ambos misturam as anotações com os olhares pela janela. Aonde vão? O que pensam?
E voltam-se para suas anotações.

"Vendo sozinho os filmes que deveria ver com você
Pensando sozinho coisas que deveria dizer pra você
Imaginando sozinho a vida que deveríamos ter"

Pensamentos interrompidos. O que anota no aparelho para aumentar o volume da música.
Ou seria o que anota no caderno que levantou para dar lugar a alguém mais velho?

"Mas você não existe. Nós não existimos
Por puro medo de tentar
Puro receio de de se arriscar. De viver
Medo não de dar errado. De dar certo"

Terreno perigoso. Escrever sobre medos?

"Talvez porque nesse mundo em que vivemos
Se sentir realizado seja passível de culpa"

O vento frio passa pelas frestas. Ou seria o sol que se escondeu atrás de uma nuvem?
Decerto que os sentimentos concordam em uma coisa: somos oprimidos. Pelo tempo? Pela vida adulta? Ou por nós mesmos?..

Mas você não existe. Não na minha vida
Nós nunca existimos. Foi só um sonho
Recorrente"

Quem escreveu o quê? Trechos misturados ou idéias parecidas?
Pensamento em alguém, talvez. Alguém específico ou que não existe?
Escrever sobre sonhos... Terreno distante.

E o que será que pensam as pessoas que perdem o olhar ao longe?
Se é que estão mesmo perdendo...

Sobre cultura pop [e amadurecimento]

Quem sabe o que procuramos -eu, tu, eles, nós- esteja ali, além do horizonte. Em Emmerald City, no Planeta dos Macacos, na Terra Média, a Ilha de Lost ou em algum lugar muito, muito distante [em uma galáxia igualmente distante]...

Quem sabe o que procuramos esteja além da tela da tv 20 polegadas que mal sintoniza o velho video-game. Aquela velha Telefunken que muito foi útil pra nos transportar para o mundo de Mario [sim, nós conhecemos o Mario]!
Quem sabe a Green Hill Zone seja mesmo o lugar ideal, ainda que para isso tenhamos que libertar animais indefesos de trabalho forçado.

Quem sabe todos venhamos a ser o agente 007 quando crescermos, Bond, James Bond, a serviço de Sua Majestade, com licença para matar, martini batido, não mexido. E claro, as Bondgirls...
Quem sabe todos possamos sair cantando e dançando na chuva pela alegria genuína de estarmos apaixonados, só de estar presente ali, na rua onde você vive...

Quem sabe o mundo ainda será compreensivo e repleto de amor como pedem as músicas dos Beatles, e as paisagens sejam coloridas e repletas de pessoas felizes como no livro em que temos que achar Wally [Waldo?].
Quem sabe os únicos invasores do nosso mundo sejam os alienígenas do Atari... Dos quais podemos tirar um descanso apertando reset e mudando para o simpático e saltador Pitfall.
Quem sabe o mundo seja mesmo uma floresta imensa com céu azul e mundos submarinos [e até extraterrestres] exploráveis. Seja em 8 bits ou em 3D...

Quem sabe a vida seja como uma tarde em Itapoã, ao som do mar Itapoã, como aprendi desde pequeno ouvindo os discos -sim, cd's não existem, o vinil reinará eternamente neste mundo- dos meus pais, tios e primos. Deitado em uma rede, se concentrando excessivamente no ato de não fazer nada.

Quem sabe a nossa juventude não seja mesmo uma banda numa propaganda de refrigerantes, e os mapas do acaso estejam escondidos nas entrelinhas do horizonte. Quem sabe, talvez. [HG vai me perdoar pelas citações. Vai?]

Quem sabe nós mesmos deixamos escapar as pequenas alegrias em cada suspiro, em cada pedra movida do meio do caminho. Um Peter Pan dentro de cada um.

couple of words [90]

He: For some time, a long time, I would never think that the thing I wanted the most would be to have my place, with someone...

She: That's normal. I'd say typical of single men on early adult life...

He: It's not just that.
Of course I wanted to have my 'bachelor pad' -hey, don't giggle- to receive friends and stuff...

She: And you've done that.

He: I kinda did.

She: With more guy friends than girls...

He: That's typical of single men on early adult life.

She: Oh really? I didn't know that.

He: It's like women going out shopping I guess. We do almost the same. But instead shopping we go to the market to buy some beers and meet or just order pizzas and talk about women, generally.

She: Among sports of course.

He: Well that's always a theme.

She: It's so obvious hahah...

He: Both genres are...

She: Yeah. The similiarities of different people.
But you were saying...

He: I was?

She: About the thing you wanted the most...

He: Oh yeah.
That didn't quite changed, only a few details.

She: Which are?..

He: Now I don't want to be alone anymore.

Não sou conduzido, conduzo

O que é pra você, amigo paulistano, a imagem que define a cidade? Certamente pensou em uma meia dúzia delas. A famosa esquina, o marco-zero, a Paulista, as Marginais... Tudo bem específico.

Pra mim se destacam algumas cenas. Talvez filmes da vida real. Pegar o metrô indo ou voltando para a casa dos meus avós, maravilhado com o metrô em elevado na zona leste. Olhos de criança...
Também, e ultimamente a cena que mais resume, as margens dos trilhos de trem na zona leste, ainda próxima ao centro. Trilhos que dividiram a região em duas quase como um muro de Berlim. Transformou as ruas que deviam ser paralelas em insanos emaranhados sem saída e de confuso tráfego, mesmo pra quem é dali.

Ruas essas em que ainda se vê crianças jogando bola na rua. Como se ainda fôssemos 90 milhões em ação, e a Amarelinha a esperança da nação. Isso de fato mudou. Capitalismo selvagem -e inevitável.
Crianças empinando pipa, até desafiadoramente contra os emaranhados de fios que vão tecendo seus quilômetros cidade adentro, subúrbio afora. Será que ainda se faz pipas em casa? Lembro de ainda pequeno ver irmão e primos cortando varetas, papéis, usando aquela cola de tubo branco e azul com cheiro horrível preparando aqueles quadrados que eu insistia em fazer cair.

Estranho é ter memória olfativa em uma cidade aonde o cheiro se confunde com o odor.
Ou memória fotográfica admirando uma pequena flor, nascida numa árvore média, expremida e ameaçada no canteiro central de uma enorme avenida.
Vidro, asfalto, concreto e metal. Placas, buzinas, faróis e sirenes.

Estranho é encontrar sentido nessa falta de sentido.

A intenção da crônica era destacar uma imagem, que até foi destacada, mas perdeu espaço. Capisco? Assim é Sampa. A gente começa falando de uma coisa, dá a volta no mundo -ou no centro- e termina dizendo... Cadê a minha conclusão?

couple of words [89]

She: Good evening!

He: Now it's good.
I've been waiting a while for this kiss, you know?

She: Yeah, you know..The executive had to travel, business stuff!

He: Hahah I don't even want to ask you how much you earn cause that can be disappointing...

She: Ohh don't be sad my dear. We are not together to split, but to increase.

He: Mmm I liked that.
Couldn't agree more.

She: So tell me, how was this sad lonely weekend?

He: Well, what can I say? A weekend without you it's like if someone told me: "Hey, this color you're seeing doesn't exist, you're imagining things". But I keep seeing the green of the grass or whatever other color.

She: It shouldn't be this way... We should be able not to see each other without this suffering...

He: Oh don't get me wrong, I can stand a day or two without you, of course. Not without some sorrow though.
But completely away from you... It's... Weird.

She: When you care for someone, you care about every little detail about it. Right?..

He: As I told you, it's like if something you've always apreciated suddenly stoped existing and you're the only one who remember of it.

She: Spooky.

He: Hahahah that's the word. It's spooky!

She: Now take me out to have a coffee. There's a nice sunset out there.

He: I will, but bring your coat.

She: It's not gonna be cold.

He: But it might rain.. And your hair would get wet but your body wouldn't.

She: What about your coat?

He: Well... It's only fair, you take your coat and I'll take a umbrella.
Plus I would laugh a little about your hair getting wet...

She: I actually missed this sense of humor!

He: Oh I know. Expect me to be way more sarcastic this week!..

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She: Hey!.. I didn't know you were coming tonight!

He: I wasn't. But listen, I have something important to say...

She: Well since you're here, come on in and...

He: No, wait. I have to tell you now.

She: Is everything ok? Honey you're sweating.

He: Don't worry about anything, I'm ok. But listen...

She: Won't you come in? I have vis...

He: No, I have to speak it now.

She: Geez. Ok, what happened?

He: I was walking home after work today and listened some sirenes and then ambulances.. There was an accident somewhere near... I got scared.

She: Scared? Why?
You know I was here, I told you I was coming home earlier today cause my...

He: I know. I know. Listen...
I got scared of thinking how would it be if I.. You know, lost you. These kind of things.

She: Sweetie.. These thoughts are normal. It's the fear to lose something.

He: It's not just that.
I started thinking if I say enough how much I like you, how much your companionship means to me. Cause I should let it clear everyday.

She: You show it more than enough honey. Don't worry alright? It was just some bad thoughts, that's all...

He: It's not all...

She: What else? Oh, I told you, why won't you come in, my p...

He: Will you marry me?

She: What?!

He: Don't freak out, I know we have a lot of things to think, problems to solve, but... Why not doing it together? Really together? I'm tired of waiting, I want you everyday in my life.

She: Ohh I'm gonna pass out...

He: Hey... Calm down.
I have some chocolate here, you need some sugar...

She: It's not that... This... Is totally unexpected.
I thought we were a different couple! Honestly I haven't think about marriage so far, things are so nice...

He: And they will still be nice. Or nicer. We can do it!
I know I don't have a smallest idea of what is a marriage, but damn, we are a couple. A young couple, ok, but we hold on each other. That's the most important thing...

She: I...

He: Here, I bought this a couple of months ago. I wasn't planning anything. I mean, I was, but for when I felt prepared. I'll pay this for an entire year but it's worthy and...

She: Yes! Of course I will!

He: You will?

Father in law: Son, and you have my blessing!

Mother in law: Our blessings!

He: I... Hello...

She: You fool, I was asking you to come on in, don't you remember I told you my parents were coming dinner with me tonight?
Now you're speechless hahahah...

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He: Do you know one thing I'm proud of?

She: Let me guess!..

He: Ohh you wouldn't...

She: Fine. Three chances!

He: Or?..

She: Or... The dishes.

He: Easiest bet ever!

She: Dont brag yourself mister!
Let me see... You're proud of... My taste for music!

He: Actually I'm quite a bit, but it's not a hundred percent like mine, so...

She: Ahh ok mister, got it!
Second chance... My taste for movies! I know you do!

He: Hahahah good one, and I am, but it's not what I was thinking... It doesn't have to do with tastes...

She: Damn, this is hard.

He: Hey, do you hear that?

She: What?

He: The dishes. I guess they're calling you!

She: Hahah clown!

He: Last chance... Ohh, I wish I'd use more than two glasses to drink water tonight...

She: Shh, let me think!
Mmm... You're really enjoying this aren't you?..

He: You'll never guess, woman, give up!

She: You're proud about us... About.. Our discussions?

He: Peeeem, wrong!
But it was close!..

She: Now tell me about it and let's see if I was wrong...

He: Well, actually...
Wait, I have to stop smiling to say that hahah.
Now... I'm proud when we're busy at work in the morning and I check my emails and there are over thirty messages since we've started to chat...

She: Ohh...
That's.. I guess I wasn't thinking that specific...

He: So is this a good "Ohh"?..

She: A "Ohh" that I'm not worried at all for doing the dishes!

He: Hi-five!

She: But you'll dry'em!

He: Okay...

[...]

He: And you know... It's not that I don't like your tastes for music, no!
I just think that your tastes are you... All written, you know. Therefore I don't want to have a similar taste...

She: So it reminds you of me?..

He: I don't need anything for that.
I do need not to think about you sometimes...

She: Sweet..
Hey! Spilling water over me is not fair! Don't play with water, mister!

He: I know that one with fire!

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He: Good morning there!

She: Good morning to you, again!

He: I know, it's the fifth time I say that...

She: Good morning greetings are never enough!

He: Some people's greetings aren't...
Tell me.. How are you there?

She: My cubicle feels cold. How about you?

He: Chilly alright. Hang on.
Hey boss!..

[...]

She: Busted!

He: Hahah he didn't see anything.
Plus I wasn't doing anything wrong. The day is just starting...

She: Hahahah..
Oh wait, did you just texted me?

He: Oh did I? I don't know... Hahah.

[...]

She: You...

He: What? I can't see you now so I don't know what reaction you're having...

She: I'm speechless!
You've just put a huge smile on my face!

He: Hahahah it was just a normal sms...

She: Yep, it's normal for you to make me smile like this, not that often when I'm working.
Now there are people looking at me!

He: Ohh I bet you're blushing! This is priceless!
How I wish I was seeing this hahahah.

She: You fool, don't get me more blushed now.

He: Hahahah ok, my morning share just expired!

[...]

He: And you know, this is a payback.

She: For what dear?

He: When I feel bad here, sleepy or something I keep looking at my old messages. Your messages.
They make me feel better. Not just better, a better person.

She: Cute!
But please don't get me blushed again today! I don't need to use make up anymore because of you!

He: See? I'm also saving your skin. You're welcome.

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He: How about if you could live inside a movie?

She: I don't see how.

He: How come?

She: "To live inside" something. That seems like a prison.

He: That was rethorical.
Think about it. An adventure, something apparently 'impossible', I don't know...
Doesn't it attracts you?

She: Maybe.
But movies are not that different from real life.

He: Well some movies are.

She: It's just a matter of perspective...

He: Oh of course, everything in life is a matter of perspective.

She: If you think about it, generally movies narrates some adventure, something unexpected. With some pain and knowledge to the characters so they become more elucidated persons at the end.

He: That is a big generalization.

She: And that is a big word.

He: Hahah silly. Go on.

She: That's it. Movies are just like life, but condensed. More ornated perhaps but they show us what our lives could've been.

He: That is a little harsh to think.

She: Not that much. If you valuate what you have. And that's why I see them as a fiction.

He: Oh my intelectual girlfriend. Ok, I actually agree with you.
But I also disagree.

She: Explain that, mister.

He: I think you can valuate what you have... What we have. And still want to live an adventure, a romance like the movies.

She: Mmm...

He: Maybe one day they'll make a movie about us.

She: It would have a lot of dialogues right?

He: Hahah..
If you think about it, life is a movie. Not shortened and... Hold on!
Do you feel trapped?

She: Why would I?

He: Because... You said, you'd feel trapped if you lived inside a movie.

She: Hahahah silly. That was just a line. My character was just misleading you!

He: A line.. Nice one, you got me!

She: I've got you for a long time, mister!

[...]

She: Anyway... I don't feel trapped cause this movie is daily and continuous.
And the romances... Are way better when you live'em this way.

[...]

He: Good line, ma'am.

She: Now you deserve a pillow fight for calling me that!

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She: Don't tell me that thing's gonna be alright.
We have to work it.

He: That's why I said, we are going to work it. It's a phase, every couple has it.

She: It's not a phase if we don't solve it now.

He: Aren't we solving it? We are talking after all.

She: We are discussing.

He: Ok, let's talk then. We've been through this.
You say we don't go out that often anymore. I say it's because of the cold.

She: I say it's not just the cold. We used to go out a lot more a couple of months ago.
Do you know what we are?

He: What, dear?

She: An old couple. Not old people, old couple. The ones that doesn't do anything together anymore.
And we've just started, come on! Three months. We shouldn't be doing this.

He: We shouldn't be arguing.

She: That I agree.
But sometimes we have to do things we don't like.

[...]

She: Isn't better to talk this through now and save us a fight ahead?

He: It is.
You're right about it... But... Sometimes I just don't feel like going out ok?

She: We don't need to make couple's program every week. But sometimes it's nice to see the world.

He: And show everyone the amazing girlfriend I have.

She: This is better not be a joke, mister...

He: It's not. And don't get me wrong, I love going out with you. Anything we do together is fun, and I don't say it with other intentions...

She: But?

He: But I got used to stay with you here or at your place and there's nothing better, you know, just being alone with you.

She: See? We saved a discussion.

He: And by not using other couple's way...

She: I guess we have something different after all...

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She: Sometimes it just doesn't matter what you think, what you know it's right.

He: I know but that's a little harsh isn't it?

She: Dear... We can't follow our principles all the time.

He: It shouldn't be this way...

She: Listen -and do not take this badly- it's not everyone who has that sweet view about the world.
Some people just overrule what you think. And that's why sometimes you have to do your best. For the better or worst.

He: And it feels like it's always worst.

She: It's the price you have to pay for romanticize things.
Unfortunately just a few understands it and agrees with you.

He: I'm feeling like a loser. I see wrong things, but the wrong one is me.
Things are that upside down?

She: Now is the time for you to be strong... And realize I'm here with you. For the better or worst.

He: In sickness and health also?

She: Nice trick!
But yeah, of course.

He: I see some less resistance to marriage affairs...

She: Maybe it's time to think about it.
I saw this triumph smile, mister!

He: Ok, enough of romanticized things for today!..
Videogame?

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She: You're quiet.

He: Yeah.
Just sad. Another sunday ends, another week ahead.

She: But you don't get this sad usually.

He: I know.
It's the weather dropping. I don't like it.
Despite the fact I won't see you in a few days, cause this is obvious.

She: Ohh that... I see.
Perhaps it wasn't a good idea you walking me home. It's far, it's getting colder...

He: No, don't get me wrong.
A cold sunset in a sunday with you is way better than a hot day alone outside.

[...]

She: You know... There was this person I care a lot that told me one day that 'where there is longing, there are feelings'.

He: Mmm... I suppose this important person is right.
It's just that sometimes I realize that a day without you is a day lost.

She: There are no lost days when you care for someone.

[...]

He: See? That was a good point. I miss this conversations more than I realize.

She: But right now, all I care is that you hold my hand cause it's getting cold and we have no gloves.

He: Nahh, who cares for gloves? I'll keep you warm, my cavewoman!

She: Hahahahah where did you get that?
No need to do this shy smile, you know I liked it!

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He: I'm sorry I left for a while, I had some things to do...

She: No need to, mister. Work comes... First, sometimes.

He: It's not that I couldn't do both things, but that time you were making me laugh!

She: Hahahah was I? How come?

He: Us both were talking nonsense I guess... But you know, boss was near, I couldn't laugh!

She: Sometimes all we have to do is to hide a smile when we can't, right?

He: Or don't want to.
That's why I sometimes disappear... I don't want to hide the smile you're responsable of.

She: Ohh nice. Thank God I can laugh here on my cubicle. Not so loud, but I can.

He: You can laugh really easily, sometimes...

She: Not just anytime, mister. You are funny. These moments we talk about nonsense things makes my mornings worthy.

He: So you're saying that you do enjoy our crazyness mornings... Interesting.

She: It helps me with my mood when I don't wake up that positive.

He: Glad to know.
And you know... I don't have a good morning without you making me smile.

She: Some people says simple things are the best.

He: Yeah...
They're wrong.

She: Silly things are.

He: Exactly.

Lápis de cor

As vezes esquecemos, lá na gaveta, um lápis solitário. Geralmente o cinza. Tão injustiçado quanto os outros.

Largamos cada cor em um canto. Separadas em gavetas. Avulsos e perdidos.

Cada um com sua importância, isolado dos outros. E tentamos, em vão, desenhar. E reclamamos do resultado.

- Falta cor, falta sentimento! Mas onde estão as outras cores?

- Pra quê misturar azul e amarelo? É mais fácil usar logo o verde!

E cortamos também uma dose de boa vontade. Pela raiz.

Mas é quando os desenhos só apresentam tons de cinza que aparece o lápis mágico.

- Por quê mágico? Esse lápis não funciona! É ilusão sua!

E eles realmente olham uma folha em branco.

E o lápis mágico desenha todas as cores que faltam, e vão além do papel.
Mas para alguns ele continua em branco.

E se recusam a tentar enxergar o que ele desenhou.
Argumentam que você está vendo coisas.

E, por ingenuidade, vez ou outra descartamos um lápis mágico.
Que insiste aparecer novamente, em outra oportunidade.

E nos perguntamos "Aonde esse lápis esteve? Não lembro de tê-lo guardado!"

De fato, ele não foi feito pra ficar preso na gaveta. E só sentimos falta quando o cinza volta a predominar.

O injustiçado cinza. Culpado pelo céu escuro.
Sozinho, até o azul do céu é intimidante.

Então percebemos que não é preciso um lápis mágico pra trazer harmonia. Ele apenas não nos deixa esquecer disso.

É mesmo bem trabalhoso usar todos lápis ao mesmo tempo. Exige atenção aos detalhes.
Mas só quem faz uso da palheta aprende a ser lápis mágico, um dia.

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He: Don't get me wrong... But I came today only because he's the best friend ever.

She: I know how you feel.

He: It's not that... I know you're a great person, they made sure of telling me the nicest things about you...

She: Oh please... Cut it out.
Do you want to be here, honestly?

He: Actually I do. This is what I was gonna say...

She: Then don't come with small talk over me. I'm here because they told me it would be fun, and I must say I've been needing to go out and see the sun again.

He: It's not small talk, but good to know you think the same.
Now let me finish.

She: You've got the word, mister.

He: Mister... Funny.
So, now I realize that even if this ends up as a total failure... I was wrong about being alone at my place. We need to see other people sometimes. Even if it's just to look at.

She: Now you said a big truth.
So what was her name?

He: Her?.. It.. Doesn't matter, does it?

She: Nope. That would be small talk.
There's always a sorrow for something I guess...

He: Everyone is damaged goods right?

She: Hell yeah.
Enphasize the "hell".

He: Hahahah.
I guess.. What matters is what you do to keep moving on with your life.

She: For me, it doesn't matter if you screwed up a relationship before. We're gonna seek the next chance to do it better next time, or the next and someday it will work.

[...]

He: For someone who seemed bored from the beginning, this look of agreement on your face says I'm not useless...

She: Hahah. Don't be a fool. I like good conversations.
And I must say, I love to laugh. Been missing this...

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He: It's way too hot to go out!

She: Come on, don't be a girl. This holiday happens once a year!

He: I know but we're gonna dehydrate out there.

She: Don't worry, I'll make sure we'll drink a lot of fluids.
And I don't mean beers...

He: Now you're being mean. I just want to take a few ones, look at this sun!

She: A few ones is different than a lot of "ones".

He: Please, mom?

She: Hahahah you clown. Sure you can.
As long as you dance with me!

He: Ohh you keep trying to make me dance...

She: Of course, I love your goofy style.

He: I know you do, but you know, there are hundreds of people out there and they're gonna see me dancing...

She: Don't mind about it. We are happy people!

He: I wonder how unusual is a couple dancing on the streets...

She: That's why is so fun!
And just this time I'll let you wear that awkward hawaiian shirt...

He: It's unfair for you to say that when you're wearing a sailor costume!

She: Actually it's not, we match. If someone asks we're representing 'Pearl Harbor'. A couple of sailors!

He: Yeah, but I'm off-duty!

She: Hahahah with this shirt, you'd better be!..

He: Wouldn't you have a hawaiian necklace also?
Don't laugh! It combines with the shirt!

She: Ohh actually I do have! *lol* That will be funny!

He: I hope you have two of them. If I'm gonna look like a fool, so will you!

She: Of course I do, honey. Don't you remember, when someone gives you a hawaiian necklace, you belong each other!

He: Mmm you know... This costumes are perfect!

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She: Now that you've taken a pic of me you'll have to do me something!

He: Whatever you want dear.

She: You're gonna write your adress on a napkin for me.

He: My adress? But... We just came from there.

She: I know, silly. I can't tell you what's about or I'll spoil the surprise.

He: But... You know it by heart, don't you?

She: Yeah I do, mister. But trust me on this one.

...

He: You're gonna write me a letter, won't you?

She: No!

He: Hahahah I found it! Don't turn your face, let me see!
Now, you're blushing!

She: Yeah I am, cause you spoiled my surprise. What for?

He: Ohh don't be like that my pretty.. I'd love to get a letter from you!

She: You're just saying so I won't be mad.

He: Oh no, I know there's no way back now... I mean it.
I kinda love old-fashioned things!

She: If you're referring to me...

He: Shh. Don't be naive. You have wonderful tastes. I think that nowadays, sending a letter is a big proof of caring for someone.

She: Now you got it.
But I'm still mad.

He: You know something?

She: I'm gonna know in a second!

He: If you're the one who's sending me the letter, I would love it even if it was just a dot on the "i"!

She: Cute!
...
But there's a movie with that name, isn't it?

He: Well it doesn't make it less truth!

She: Ok mister... You seem to have a gift...

He: Really? Which one?

She: Either you're a really good persuasive person... Or you can turn my humor from worst to the best.

He: In time, dear, you'll see that this only applies to you...

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He: I'm speechless!

She: You don't say!..
I'm exhausted and I look like a child, you must have million of thoughts in there!

He: Ohh about how you look? Didn't notice until you just said, I was talking about your feet!..

She: Good to know, cause I really don't care! I missed so much being with my relatives. And my feet's colour is named  'childhood play'. You should try.

He: Don't get mistaken, I'd love to beat your team there, but that wouldn't be fair, you know... Cause they are all your family. I'm trying to be Mr. Nice Guy here hahahah.

She: Silly. There's a place for girl on my team!

He: Ouch!
You shouldn't say that when your hair is tied in, you're sweating and wearing a t-shirt that says "the boys are back in town".
Mmm let me rephrase it, I guess that the t-shirt isn't that manly anyways!

She: You crack me up hahahah.

He: Now, seriously. I'm loving to see this smile on your face. It's.. New.

She: You always makes me smile.
Pass me some water please!

He: Yeah, but this one is different. And I don't mean it in a bad way, no. I know you like to laugh. But here you're... Sparkling. You do seem like a child again.

She: Not sparkling like a vampire I hope!

He: Hahahah good one!
But you know... This is wonderful to see. I guess I've never seen this kind of smile until today.

She: I've always been a kid... In a good way, with my girly vanities but always a kid playing around with my cousins kicking whatever we found, round or not!

He: I think that this trip is way better than what I expected...

She: You were affraid of them right? Hahahah.

He: A little bit, I mean, I heard you speaking of them and I thought it would be some huge football players.
Don't look at me like that, I know I'm not the strongest guy here. I'm not gonna play rugby or something like that with them, I'm not crazy!

She: I spent a lot of vacations here. Since I was a child till' a teenager.

He: Mmmm...

She: Now what's that look?..

He: Nothing... Just thinking that now I have a trump to bargain with them...

She: You wouldn't dare!..

He: Is this a challenge?

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She: Oh my God, look at this storm!

He: Wow, nice!
I guess we'll have to stay at the mall a little more...

She: Look... Lightnings... And thunders! What if the lights go out here??

He: Oh I know you don't like storms, but it's not that bad my lady.

She: Don't make fun of it! I'm terrified of storms!

He: But you do enjoy to catch some rain with me ocasionally...

She: That is different... Let's go back to the cinema, perhaps they will let us in.

He: Hahah next week maybe. But hey, if the lights goes out during this storm the last place you'll wanna be is inside the theater, think about it...

She: I guess you're right...

He: Come on, let's have some coffee, this won't last that much... I hope.
Decaff for you, of course.

[...]

He: I still can't figure.

She: What?

He: You're affraid of storms...

She: Terrified, not affraid.

He: Right, terrified... And you can work like the batteries rabbit whenever you want!

She: Not whenever I want, I have my moments...

He: Yeah, from monday to friday and the weekends!

She: I'm affraid of a natural event.

He: Terrified.

She: Terrified, of course! Nature can be frightening. My desk full of papers makes me feel productive, I love not having so much time to think.
Aside than you, of course.

He: Ohh I'm glad to know you manage to think about me!

She: Silly.

He: Also, my desk full of papers on a monday morning can be frightening aswell...

She: Too bad for you! At least you can protect me from a storm. I can't do your work for you hahahah.

He: Well I cannot protect you from that storm out there!

She: God only, dear.

He: I could try.

She: But we would end up drowned at some point of the city.

He: Yeah.
Almost like that lame movie we were watching.

She: If we think about it, even a lame movie is worth when you have a good partner.

He: Oh I don't need to think about. Anything with you is fun.

She: Anything anything?

He: I told you once when we argued a little, "I'd go anywhere with you", baby!

She: Nice quote, mister!

He: Yeah, that one from "Eternal Sunshine" wouldn't be quite correct...

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He: Did you just throw popcorn over that couple down there?

She: Shh! It's fun, they're teenagers, must be nervous.

He: I'm shocked, lady! You're so educated!

She: Come on, it's not like I'm harassing them. Let's be childs again and throw it with me!

He: Now they are looking our direction. I feel ashamed for a couple of kids, oh my.

She: Hey, did you see that? They threw it back! Hahah.

He: Now this is serious business! Let me have some of your ammunition!

She: I told you this was fun!

He: Focus on hitting them! Not that old mister looking disapproval to us!

She: Hey you down there, you throw like a girl!

He: She is a girl. Hit her and I'll hit him!

She: Uh oh, be cool... Someone's coming!

He: Too late...
I am truly sorry sir, this was a childish attitude...

She: I agree with my fiancée, usher. This a wast of good popcorn!..

He: Ok, no need to look at us with this face, we'll let ourselves out.
It wasn't that really good movie anyway...

She: Truthfully, the Popcorn Wars were more enjoyable if I may say!

He: I bet that either he's deaf or really mad at us.

She: Yeah, I guess we won't be welcome here anymore...

He: Nevermind... It was nice to be a child again!

She: I bet we would disagree a lot if we knew each other then.

He: Sure would. I'd mess with your hair and you would shout at me!

couple of words [74]

She: Tell me about your dreams.

He: I don't have to. I mean, it's almost always you.
Either I'm with you or I meet you in a dream inside a dream.
I'm getting crazy, I know. A couple of weeks not seeing you and I'm like this.

She: You're not getting crazy. We just have to endure. A few more days and my job here will be done.
And I miss you too, you know.

He: At this situation even this is good to hear... I'm here over the couch with two blankets, a cup of tea on the floor and all the lights and tv turned off. Which means, I'm an old man without you!

She: Hahahah exaggerated! And I don't want to see any stains on the carpet, mister!

He: You mean, aside that one where you spilled wine on our last aniversary?

She: That was on purpose!

He: Yeah, right. Hahahah.

She: Of course I was a little drunk and at the time it felt right to do...
But it's nice, you have something to look at now and remember me!

He: I don't need any stain or what so ever to remember you, silly...
Just... Come home soon alright?

She: Mmm you're that needy... Must be the cold weather...

He: Of course not! I want to see you because I have lots of new jokes, you know!..

She: Hahah yeah, right... I can't wait to laugh of the bad ones!

He: And you lady don't drink too much with your colleagues there. You might think it's a good idea to spill wine over their hair, you know!..

She: That is a bad one alright! *lol*

Me encontre ali, na lua...

Se você é meu lar, e ainda assim não te tenho, então estou vagando.

Na música em que tento te achar no mapa-mundi
ou no livro vou te descobrir entre milhares de outros personagens.

Do agora, só sei que está longe.

Mas nos meus sonhos consigo alcançar tudo.

E vou, no mundo em que as pessoas flutuam.

Entre desenhos animados e balões coloridos
e o céu é de um tom azul giz-de-cera.

Lá eu te encontrarei... Ainda que seja ali na lua
Pois pra quem flutua isso não é nada!

Você chegará com suas asas de fada
e eu num foguete, pra chegar mais rápido.

Se o céu espacial estiver escuro demais
mudarei o tom com a ferramenta de pintar
e teremos a cor do nascer-do-sol
enquanto não nos cansarmos de olhar.

Voltaremos, devagar, ao chão
Passando por caravelas desbravando os mares.

E deitaremos sobre a grama verde escura
olhando as sete maravilhas do mundo.

E bolhas de sabão subindo e crescendo
até estourarem, enormes, quando encontrarem pipas coloridas.

Aí sim, finalmente, o capítulo pode terminar
com um sorriso de "até breve"
apenas o tempo suficiente para o sonho se renovar.

Pois esse sim é o mundo que vejo ao seu redor
é bonito demais pra ficar desprotegido
e ainda tão singelo que, vez ou outra, escapa para o exterior.

E faz dos dias cinzas um tanto mais coloridos
de giz de cera e lápis de cor.

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She: What kind of trick is that? We didn't make any plans to see each other tonight... Did we?

He: Actually, no... But I wanted to see you.
After this morning you kept me thinking about this.. fling we have to talk all the time.

She: Not all the time...

He: I know, I know... But, listen.
All day I was thinking "that email is not an ordinary one!"... I can't stand not sleeping with you every night. And now your vacation's over it's going to be harsh.

She: All of this because of an email? You're more romantic since last night...
And I can't talk about this with an empty stom...
You bought pizza.

He: Just now, let's eat. I didn't opened some wine because you might wanted to have...

She: Beer, allright. And it's already freeze! Nice, mister...

[...]

She: Uff... Now I'm happier...
Tell me, what my email got you thinking?

He: I just want more...

She: More? We talked about that, time will tell...

He: I know, but I feel it is time.
See... Just a sec... Here, I even printed the email because I needed to look at it. Just to know there's someone like you in the world that cares this much about me.

She: Oh... You really printed it... A small piece of paper with my phrase on it.

He: Being with you is addicting. I can't go back to my "normal life" after these vacations.

She: Ok, you got me.
But let's talk about it later, allright?

He: Oh now I'm happier!

She: And just so you know, I do that to.

He: You do what?

She: This fling of looking at something to feel better.

He: You do that too? And you didn't tell me?

She: Well I wouldn't until I knew I wasn't the only 'freaky' one!

He: Funny, lady...
And is it that you look at?

She: Just a couple of messages. Not that big deal but you know, the simple things...

He: Sinple as a pizza and a beer...

She: A beer for you. I had two. Weak!

couple of words [72]

He: Good morning, Sleeping-beauty.

She: Mmm... You're not here. I'm still dreaming.

He: You're sleeping alright but I am here.

She: What time did you get here? I... Don't remember anything, geez.

He: Late, it was over midnight. I couldn't wake you even if I wanted to.

She: Yeah... I slept like a child.

He: You do that every day. Even on your vacation's last day hahahah.

She: Funny mister. Go get me some coffee please!

[...]

She: You could've given me a kiss when you layed down, though.

He: Honey, I did... Hahah. You were way too tired.
Anyway I didn't want to wake you after you forgave me for not being here by dinner.

She: It happens...
I mean, working this hard can get us ill, but sometimes is what we have to do.

He: Plus your email was the best one ever.

She: Really? The one of...

He: "What's gonna be of me without you here all the time?". This one, yeah.

She: "This is evil. I need to talk with you too."

He: That's what I replied... I'm gonna miss it too... A lot.